Talking with my great friend and everything-mentor, Jean Hamilton-Fford yesterday. Again, the subject of my calmness came up (what calmness? I’m a ball of anxiety! Take my blood pressure, watch me play with my hair!).
So, yeah, I have this great “gift” that I can’t seem to experience for myself. Everyone else sees it, feels it from my energy at a distance and in my hugs. Good stuff. But it doesn’t seem to be for me.
Jean said that I can’t experience the calmness other people feel from me, because I am that.
We ask how we affect others in order to experience ourselves through them, she says. Oh, so that’s how God does it! Creates an entire universe of experience by “others” in order for God to experience her/his own being. 🙂
Wait. So, as I project out toward others, so it comes back to me in my own experience. The secret to the karma thing, the mirroring thing, all the things in life.
In that case, this is all I ask of you: Allow me to send you my calmness. Receive it. Relish it. Enjoy it. That will be your greatest gift to me. Thanks!
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For a great synopsis of experiencing one’s being and the metaphysics behind it, check out this version of Neale Donald Walsch’s children’s story, The Little Soul and the Sun.
And of course, you should know about Jean Hamilton-Fford yourself. She’s great with more people than just me. Go see!