Joanne, my scribe, is all excited because this supernova happened in her birth year (1957). She had no idea such a portent lit up the sky then (hee hee!).
The initial visual flash is long over, but the energies from that event still shine in the x-ray part of the spectrum, which NASA has depicted in red, green, and blue.
So, not to worry; just because the initial excitement of your spiritual awakening may be subsiding does not mean you are done shining in all parts of your own spectrum. It is this “invisible” energy that will sustain permanent change, so give it time to bloom.
Image Credits: X-ray: NASA/CXC/STScI/K.Long et al., Optical: NASA/STScI